CURRENT MISSION

Hanging around NM to play some shows with Gnostic Elevator

ABOUT ME

~Currently drifting around, mainly in co and nm~
I am a one-of-a-kind individual, unbound by the conventions of society. I started playing guitar, bass, and keyboard about 8 years ago and writing electronic music 4 yrs ago. I'm also the guitarist/singer/songwriter in the band, Fork Conspiracy, the name of my rock/metal/folk/eclectic guitar sideproject. I'm likely to be seen in public with a holey 'air-conditioned' shirt, dangling several safety pins, jumping on things or walking backwards. Hobbies include wandering around mumbling eloquently garbled inanities, informing myself via guerilla news, watching the watchers, pondering new methods of just about anything, performing random acts of weirdness, and directed breathing techniques. I also enjoy helping my fellow humans in their whatever travails. =)

PHILOSOPHY

Sometimes i feel so young.. Sometimes i feel so old.. This world is such a hard place to exist in.. I want to go home.. I want to crawl into a cavern and disappear forever.. I wonder how many times i've been here before, how many times i've replayed this scenario.. I want nothing less than utopia - pure joy.. I remember a time like that... what went wrong?.. I exist now in this infrastructure but it is so unfulfilling.. Hooked into a grid of negativity, surrounded by materialism is so disheartening... I feel like i'll only truly be content existing in a primal state, back to nature, apart from this systemized self-destruction.. I think it's possible for us to utilise the benefits of electricity in a harmonious manner, but not the current way.. I feel the pain of supporting an industry so corrosive every day yet here i lie in the glow of the electric lights, listening to the music spew from my computer speakers.. The heat from the electric heater is so fake... i long for the comfort of human warmth.. I'm constantly agitated so i surround myself with a million different things yet i long profoundly for simplicity.. I miss the clarity of the purity of innocence, the purity of the innocence of clarity I want to give to all of humanity.. I want to clear all the pain & hurt & dismay & anger & frustration & retribution & misunderstandment away.. I want to be the new messiah and impart love & truth (which = love) to all, but i have yet to find pure love unimpeeded within myself.. I am so grateful for the progress i've made in this life, for the layer of the crusty shell i have found the ability to shed.. I still have so far to go, so much progress to be made.. i'm afraid.... I'm still clutching, i still lack the faith to abandon the illusion.. I'm waiting, waiting for someone.. I'm so sad, but that's ok.... the sad is beautiful in its wistful way.. I prefer it to the disillusionment of pretend fulfillment eminent in the societal gameplay.. .........

我为什么加入 Couchsurfing

HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING

tell ppl about it. use it.

COUCHSURFING EXPERIENCE

Couchsurfed in Colorado Tennesee Oklahoma New Mexico England & Oregon. No bad experiences. Lots of interesting experiences, lots of good friendships made. I've also hosted several couch surfers from time to time, when i had a place.

兴趣

abnormality, abstraction, acceptance, aikido, alternative energy, alternative lifestyles, ambience, anarchy, anomalous existence, archery, art, artwork, auras, ayurveda, barter, bass guitar, bizzarity, board games, bondage, books, buddhism, bugs, calmness, card games, chaos, collective unconscious, compassion without tact, composition, connectivity, constructivism, creation, dancing, deep breathing, discordianism, doodling, drawing, earthships, economy of action, ego destruction, electricity, esp, existentialism, expansion of consciousness, experimentation, falsifying statistics, fantasy, fractals, gaia, guitar, herbal healing, holography, humor, illumination, improvisation, inanity, insects, intentional evolution, introspection, keyboards, kinesiology, language, love, lucid dreaming, magick, massage, mathematics, meditation, music composition, music performance, nature, non-wastefulness, novelty wave, numerology, outdoor survival, pacifiscm, painting miniatures, paradigm shifting, peace, philosophy, playing, polyamory, positivity, programming, psychedelics, public weirdness, pyramids, reading, real-life fantasy, realism, recycling, roleplaying, roleplaying games, self-discovery, self-government, self-made prophecy, solar power, sound, spiritual revolution, spontaneous healing, storytelling, subterfuge, synchronicity, tantra, telepathy, tensegrity, the paranormal, tradition dissolution, transformation, underground, understanding, unicornis, walking barefoot, will, writing, zen

• insects
• arts
• writing
• books
• folklore
• performing arts
• dancing
• meditation
• walking
• news
• board games
• reading
• painting
• drawing
• survival
• music
• electronic music
• guitar
• outdoor activities
• buddhist
• archery
• mathematics
• statistics
• beaches

音乐、电影和书籍

Fantasy & Scifi, political, artistic, philosophical, aldous huxley, piers anthony, orson scott card, 'waking life', 'the fisher king', 'fantasia'... to name a very very few

我做过的一件不可思议的事情

I saw dolphins on Santa Monica beach and telepathically asked them to jump out of the water, to which they jumped, many times.

教，学，和分享

Music - Guitar or Bass instruction and fundamentals of theory.
Art - I draw and paint.
Random work - I actually enjoy physical labor, especially when it is helping a real human being rather than a corporation.
Interesting conversation - I enjoy a wide range of topics, from the spiritual to the political to the mundane.
Basic survival skills - uncommon sense.
Driver's license - i can drive a forklift too.