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see beauty, help people, improve myself
Feed the bear! It sings, dances, it does tricks! Its eager to learn eager to teach eager to hear and be heard! Eager to live and eager to love living. I'm not a lazy asshole, Im not a douche, I'm just a kid who wants to see the world and be your friend.
wellll where do i start. i worship the life in everything. I pray to gaia and astraea and pretty sounding nonsense words. i pray to and
thank the ancestors, the soil, the trees, the mistakes, the worries, the good things the bad things the life things, i spend alot of time just thanking things because if it is, it is good, because life is too big to not know how to take care of itself.
Pain isn't a bad thing. Struggles are not -bad- things. They're hard and personal but that too hs beauty.
death really isn't a scary thing. for me it's one of the most comforting things to know i have it coming. maybe i'll add to this but i have alot of thoughts about alot of things, let's talk about our feeeelings
Why I’m on Couchsurfing
HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING
I'd love to be your friend. Im glad to give advice, glad to hear it. I help with dishes I hold doors, I have ideas if you wanna hear em I like to have fun, memorable experiences, i like to see beautiful things, I like to talk to beautiful living spirits and hear their worries and thoughts on life, I wanna try to help you through your struggles. sorry if I'm rambling, I do that. I'd love to have you stay at mylace but i don't have one, so I can't jus yet.
Was supposed to meet up with a guy in NY chinatown to feed me maybe lol, help me find my busstop but he blew me off. Terrible long story but getting to Florida, meeting my father and having real memories totally made up for it. I'd really like to have better experiences to make up for that but it became a decent story so no stress.
BOOKS!! people's writing/doodles/passions. adventures, singing, having dumb fun harmless ideas and being obnoxious, making things, stickytak, opening books to random pages to see what i need to see, getting hurt hugging things, one day falling in love, thinking too much, thinking not at all, and listening to lots and lots and lots of music. check my youtube channel if you wanna know, theres some decent stuff.
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Music, Movies, and Books
music-YOUTUBE and the classical station. I really love finding lots of music and weird videos.
movies, i love kids movies, land before time and the three caballeros are two of my favorites, harold and the purple crayon is always a good time, family video lets you get 3 kids movies at a time for free so thats good. i like chick flicks, old horror, skate videos. jump off a building is my favorite one.
books im really into are Island, dharma bums, the hobbit, hope for the flowers, anything by vonnegut though i've only read 5 of his novels and thank you dr kevorkian, but reading the rest many times over is one of my goals. I love reading I grew up on books.
One Amazing Thing I’ve Done
the past 2 years have been wild on an intensely sacred level. a couple weeks ago i was walking around songmeditating and waiting for a scheduled meteor shower when i felt something tell me to spin right 3 times, i did and when i stopped there was a glowing white light, with a tail, drifting towards me with a kind, loving feminine vibration. it came into me and took me into the stars and when 'she' left i looked to the moon and right under there was a perfectly formed image of a couple embracing, and i looked out and there were so many smiles in the stars. it was one of the most intense 'hallucinations'(visions) i've had since i stopped eating shrooms. which i'll pick back up again once i get to florida lol. i was dead sober btw. I've seen less schizo and more solid beautiful things too lol but that's a favored memory
Teach, Learn, Share
i can juggle a little(only 3 balls but it's a decent routine and i'm working on using fire), i can probably help you learn to meditate if you have trouble, I have a lot of helpful ideas. i really wanna learn french and spanish. and surfing! and anything really. I want to kayak regularly, I want to skate better, read more, hear peoples wacky ideas and see the beautiful secret places. I know some good ones in western new york if you're ever out this way.