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  • Fluent in Dutch, English; learning Chinese, French, Yue (Cantonese)
  • 27, Female
  • Member since 2008
  • eh.. getting al0ng?
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About Me


trying t0 find myself


#__I d0n't kn0w wh0 i am and i actually d0n't really care.'s 9 okt0ber 2008 21:02 that im writing this.
s0 n0t the line ab0vee.
im writing this n0w, because i kn0w these m0ments 0f mines are rarely find. Rarely find in public as in sharing. Alth0ugh the first line remains truee, i d0n't kn0w h0w i see myself, t0wards 0thers 0r even myself. But eh.. well hmm.. ahahaa
This is fun and weird.
So.. uhm like any humanbeing i appreciate things.
I find things beautiful and s0mee n0t that beautyyfull. althoo, n0t that truuee. It can happend that beautifull things turn int0 bad things.
Things are as0ciated with mem0ries, t0 me then.
I like mem0riess, as i like fixed mem0ries. I write p0ems, n0tes, liners t0 remind myself t0 special feelings that i want t0 keep. These are m0stly linked t0 l0ve. Actuually everything is linked with l0ve, l0ve is everyday. It's just different within building l0ve and l0ving. Even when yur this suicidal, these are m0st l0veable pe0ple i believe. I despise it that s0me d0n't make it. That they d0n't have any finding reas0n t0 stay alive. I have been saved by l0ve and light. s0rta, just l0ve the L and L. Hahaa.
Naa. Im getting better at life. and i cán care ab0ut 0thers but i d0 still suck in that part.
aah.. im s0 stupid


life is n0t a phil0s0phy, just live the damn life.
n0 0ffence d0ing stupid girls talk like almost everyday.
but hate me if yu want t0o.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing


i d0n't kn0ww.


eh.. friends have nice st0riess



  • writing

Music, Movies, and Books

Tristan&Isolde( this kind of luvv will never be and ever exist in a w0rld like n0w, s0mething s0 simple that is s0 str0ng),
The Lake House(s0 many patience f0r l0ve is unseen, n0w in this life everything is 0n running high heels), Sweet November( It's amazing h0w this w0man deals with her life and i wish i had the strength she depicts) & Princess Diaries(2) ( it's me 0r i used t0 be me. in the little things thoo..)

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

just d0n't think everything is naturally.

Countries I’ve Visited

Belgium, China, France, Germany, Singapore

Countries I’ve Lived In

China, Netherlands

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