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  • Fluent in Russian; learning English
  • 44, Female
  • Member since 2012
  • librarian
  • college
  • From Moscow,Russia
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About Me


find true love



I am looking for eden, the shangrila we had created together. I can't just live like other people, after
I know what true love feels like. The happiness, the joy,the love I got, for taking care of a hamster. My life was perfect! I can not even imagine you with another person. I will always think of you as mine. All I have left is my past, the most beautiful past, with a sad present and future. When I feel alone, all i need to do is close my eyes, and think about my past. It is like a beautiful dream.
The photographs bring back memories like a flood, along
with a tear drop. I can't forget a single moment Ispent
with you. Some people may think I am fool, but only you now that I can't give up a past that is so beautiful. I know you loved me with all your heart, and that is something I can never have. I know, no one i talk to can understand the paradise we had, it is difficult to explain the joy, peace,love. How someone can think of another person 24 hr a day,
even shower together. How someone can be happy all the time, no matter what the world around may look like. How someone can wake up in the morning happy, kissing and go to bed happy with a good night kiss.

Anyone can go on with life, but I can't. I can eat, drink,sleep but is that life? You gave me the greatest joy and pride in my life - Nicku and Maya. All you have to say is"snurik, come home" and I will be there. That is all it will take to make my life perfect again. Sounds so easy and simple and it is. Everything truely beautiful, is simple.
You can either love someone or not. You can't force
someone to love you or yourself to love someone. You know that better than anyone.I need so little to make me the happiest person in the world. Not a million dollars, car,house or anything in this world.

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