I think the best phrase I can come up with is “obsessed with existence” The obsession however, like any other, is not that healthy. I like to treat life experiences as drug, and get high on them as much as I can, and predictably, have the worse hangovers after. (people call them depressive episodes, I call them the present shadows following me whenever I go) But I mean, it is true that I struggle to maintain a routine, but also true that I get to be extremely happy from time to time:) Other than that, I live in Italy as an international student, I love solo travelling only cuz I get to make deep connections with people that I most probably never gonna see again in my life, and I love poetry.