CURRENT MISSION leave a trace in this world and in hearts of people..and just trying to be happy! ABOUT ME I am an alien and world citizen at the same time on this planet...dicovering me and others everyday!!! without any rhythm..a night owl...an alcohol addict..permanently changing..dreaming a lot...singing...smoking...thinking....caring about anything but me...you can trust me but not when I... losing myself unfortunately easily - don't like this about me...have a clear aim but doubting all the time- hate this, too...I love people! ....love being close to people...mentally and physically...try to stay without fears even if they grow while getting older,hate this the most...wish to stay young forever...amazed and apalled by technology...happy about all kind of little things in life...never would like to find myself in a war....need to work a lot on myself...love to share...need a lot of love...need a good friend around...tend to get depressions...AGAIN: out of any daily rhythm...hate routines,hate sleeping, hate eating...fucked up basically...don't know where my life is heading to..guess, I like surprises and adventures...time is passing fast - can't keep the pace...would love to stop sometimes, but can't.....probably need some therapies???...want to paint much more..and in the nights...would love to have more silence around but need the stress...love positive stress....can't stay without...need to work...NEVER bored...enjoy this life!...one of the happiest people on this planet but wth cares.... PHILOSOPHY Life is GRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!