Heyy, I'm Avnish, a ug maths research student, when I'm not working i usually fall into this rabbit hole of constant overthinking, you'd wonder what do I Over think, the answer is "how smart I am dude there's literally no one I've ever found that vibes with the level of my intellect which makes me feel out of place and dumb" and sometime curse myself for being dumb smart, yeah I just used oxymoron but it's actually true that I am a oxy(moron). I love maths so much so that I have been actual trouble and trauma bcs of it (it's a sob story) I read quite a bit too, mostly classic literature and anything that explores human nature, thoughts, and emotions in a raw and honest way, sometimes I end up rereading the same passages again and again just to understand them better, and when my own thoughts start getting overwhelming, I write, mostly poems and meditative essays I play piano/keyboard as well, if you ever want to listen to me playing piano just imagine a depressed monkey intoxicated by alcohol sitting beside a piano and pressing random keys (I don't drink but I think my body Makes alcohol on it's own that's why I act foolishly sometimes.) Also I Play Story Heavy Video Games and Get Attached to in game characters. Oh Leon he's so handsome One thing that’s a bit unusual about me is that I actually like solving mathematics, especially during anxiety attacks, it sounds strange, but it helps me focus, yeah but I am strange so the fact of me doing strange things is not strange at all though. I’m also a huge nerd when it comes to history, geography, science and architecture, I can spend hours just reading or thinking about how civilizations evolved, how systems work, how ideas developed over time, I genuinely enjoy connecting dots between different fields and understanding the bigger picture. Overall, I think I’m someone who lives a lot inside their own head, constantly thinking, observing, trying to understand both the world and myself a little better.