--- No hosting because am travelling myself right now with my partner Freddy in Andalusia from January to March 2026. --- I believe in a very strong force of life and love in this universe(s) and in everyone of us (like a huge common "conciousness"), that makes everything possible, "bad" and "good". I learn to let my healthy and healing connection to life form my reality (instead of fears and trauma), because I know, I am responsible for how I handle my own destiny. I am not waiting, complaining, hoping, longing for great things to happen - I make and let them just happen. That's why I live the life I've ever wanted - indeed without knowing before how it would look like. The "conventional" frame many people chose for their lifes is nothing I decline (it seems to offer security and it's the way we were socialised), but for me, much of this is a barricade I like to get over again and again. I found my fire, my niche, and soul mates are everywhere to find. It's amazing how much possibilities there are from the moment on you realize that the conventional habits are just ONE (very narrow) way to go. The only thing that's continual is the change. I learn how to let go and let in. Nothing happens without "reason", I believe that everything that happens is inter-connected, and when I listen, it's a hint for me - to stop, to enjoy, to learn, to think, to change, to grow. I question the world and my life every day, never stop searching, never stop being courageous to face problems or challenges (possibilities to learn and develop!) and being absolutely thankful for every second of this incredible life.