CURRENT MISSION conquer my fear of flying ABOUT ME 100 things about me * my mom felt down the stairs once while pregnant with me * i was born with umbilical cord wrapped around my head * some people say those 2 things explain everything * i used to scribble in every book i got my hands on * i grew up in the countryside * at the age of 9 i decided there's no God * but i was still praying before sleep for some time just in case he exist and gets mad at me * i used to play with buttons for hours alone * when i was little i wanted my name to be Jelena * in 6th grade i stopped writing my math homeworks to stop getting As cause i was scared that i'm going to transform into my math teacher who was mean and ugly * i choose math as one of my graduating tests, i didn't practice for it * i learned to swim when i was 4 * when i was little i was inventing stories * now i lie * i wish my sister was my twin * i used to hit her when we were younger * i used to sleepwalk every night with fool moon, now i do it occasionally * i'm a night person * i wrote one song in my life and threw it in the trash the next day * i wrote a 100 page novel when 14 but never showed it to anyone * i stole someones teeth mold from my orthodontists office in 7th grade * i broke my tooth in 1th grade trying to bite off a part of an enormous big eraser * i had 4 teeth removed cause my jaw is small * i like guys with nice teeth (i think i'm obsessed with teeth!!) * first cd i ever bought was always and forever by eternal * my grandpa used to take me with him to work, he was a prison manager * during the war i was convinced my whole family is going to die * i was a girlscout for one year * i love roller coasters * i collect dead bugs and night butterflies * i'm afraid of flying * i don't cry in front of people * i'm in "not biting my nails" phase now * i'm a hypochondriac * i use my left hand when unlocking and locking doors, for everything else i'm right-handed * i like my name * i never know where my keys or slippers are * i'm sure i'll win a lottery one day * i hate shopping * i drink lemonade without sugar * i don't make my bed * when angry i throw things around * i love reality shows * my favorite ice cream flavor is vanilla * i'm obsessed with togetherness * i hate clocks that go tick-tack * i can touch my nose with my tongue * i don't take baths, just showers * i like to try different types of food but i think eating is boring * i eat fries with ice cream * i don't eat potatoes and beans * i think sleeping is a waste of time but i like it * if i had a ton of money i would travel with national geographic * i went to lotr marathon at the local movie theater * my favorite color is orange * i'm specialized in crocheting scarfs * i love it when my favorite bands sound awesome live * i watch at least one movie a day * if i'm to have a baby i'll deliver it in the water * i never tried smoking * i love when you can feel electricity in the air before the storm * i hate necklaces.. they make me feel like i'm choking * i want to be famous * i choose dare in truth or dare * sometimes i paint * people tell me i'm funny * my voice sounds like i'm 6 * i drink milk twice a day * i order happy meals in mcdonalds to get a toy * i'm 1/4 slovenian * i can not sleep on my back * i get high from making people upset * i'm on team brangelina * i hate talking on the phone * i hate when people laugh at their own jokes * i can watch any sport * i want to be cremated and disposed in the see * i always read more then one book at a time * i change my mind often * i get obsessed with new things for a short period of time * i love integrams and sudoku * i love tests and surveys of any kind * i'm nosy * i don't have door bell on my door * i think people don't deserve democracy * i am and always have been skinny * only sneakers i wear are adidas * i wish i had curly hair * i've never broken a bone * i talk to myself * i like my handwriting * i believe aliens exist * we will get lost if you let me lead the way * i still have my stuffed animals toys that are as old as i * i'm two-natured * i'm anxious * i often repeat same song for hours 98. i dropped out of college couple of times and still don't know what I want to do when i grow up 99. i think i might have a brain but i haven't used it yet 100. i want to live forever PHILOSOPHY "There is no end to the amount of attention I require, unless you bore me and I want you to go away." "E se tu olhares, durante muito tempo, para um abismo, o abismo também olha para dentro de ti."