I've got a bunch of names, but they don't really matter. You can call me ColourBig, CB, 卡拉比, 小衲, or 顏大 (in Cantonese). Whatever you feel like!

I speak Chongqing dialect, Cantonese, Mandarin, and English. I'm learning Spanish and know a bit of Korean.

Where I'm from doesn't matter. I'm trying to be part of the world.

I'm not sure what kind of person I am, but there are a lot of adjectives people have used to describe me. It’s not accurate, but it might give you an idea: radical, emotional, impulsive, direct, logical, like a seven or eight-year-old, even dogs find you annoying, full of vitality, quirky, an artist, scatterbrained, self-righteous, eccentric, honest, spoiled, crazy, lucky, calm, rational, someone you both love and hate, brave, edgy. You name it.

I like a lot of things. I'm like a perpetual motion machine, can't stop. My life is all about constantly happening new things. I love colors, the feel of soil, being in water, taking non-linear paths, hopping on tiles, asking questions, being asked questions, and “wasting” time.

I'm non-binary, but I was raised by women, brought up as a woman. I don't mind if you call me "she," but if you could use "they" more often, I'd feel seen.

I wanna connect with all the people. I'm curious about everyone and know them deeply, but sorry, my life is so short, and sometimes I have to make choices. But I'm trying to love more! Even one more!

If you ever need a place to stay, my home is always open to you. For now, I'm in Guangzhou.

IG/小红书: colourbig0101

Interessen

Literally everything

• cooking
• walking
• cycling
• swimming
• hitchhiking
• nature
• spirituality
• sustainability
• feminism
• astrology
• queer
• ceramics
• environmentalism
• handicrafts
• anarchism

Musik, Filme und Bücher

I don’t know what I like, but I can clearly tell what I don’t like.

Eine tolle Erfahrung, die ich gemacht habe

Streaking in a typhoon night

Lehren, lernen, teilen

I wanna learn how to maintain a sustainable life, how to treat every person I meet kindly, how to not see things only by my own perspective, how to enjoy the time alone, how to deal with lost, insecurity and pain, how to love without jealousy, control and obsession, how to make the world a better place, how to tell truth but not to hurt, how to bear the truth, how to feel less guilty, how to transform my anger to action, blablabla. I have too many things to learn!

And I’ll tryna share everything I have if you ask.

Was ich mit Gastgebern teilen kann

Can cook simple Chinese dishes
Love to chat, but also love not to chat

Länder, die ich besucht habe

Australia, Austria, Czech Republic, Denmark, France, Germany, Indonesia, Japan, Namibia, Poland, Slovakia, South Korea, Switzerland, Thailand, Viet Nam

Länder, in denen ich gelebt habe

China, Hong Kong