First you figured out the game is rigged, then you realized you significantly underestimated how much it's been rigged - genetics set the baseline of your intelligence as you can't meaningfully alter the default way your brain prefers to process information and think. Early education, nurturing, and proper nutrition helps prevent the tanking of your IQ or developing various addictions. Later on you realize it's much worse - the laws of physics (general relativity + neuroscientific evidence) don't seem to allow much freewill if at all. So you're left with, "riiight so I'm stupid, fat, lazy, weak, struggling with mental health disorders and 5 different addictions and rigged to develop cancer by 50? gg well play 10/10 will live again."

The best way forward then is just to optimize yourself like a neural network one prompt at a time. Keep a journal to track your habits and progress. Acknowledge the past was inevitable but the future is still in your hands (freewill compatibilism). And really... Just be stupidly optimistic and hopeful about life and see how it unfolds... We're all sentenced to death with an unknown probation period. You can choose to live it in agony or just enjoy the ride.

我为什么加入 Couchsurfing

To make a positive impact

兴趣

• calisthenics

音乐、电影和书籍

Cyberpunk 2077, Witcher 3, The Demon-Haunted World, Freewill..

教，学，和分享

Over the years, so much memories have been made and I can't imagine how boring my social life would've been if it weren't for this app.

我可以与沙发主分享些什么

Rarely known Insights on certain things with practical implications.

我游览过的国家

Albania, Armenia, Azerbaijan, Bosnia and Herzegovina, Georgia, Ghana, Serbia, Turkey

我居住过的国家

China, United States