I write, I cook (chaotically), I love to share a film experience, or to play fun social games. I'm fascinated with history while I'm kinda afraid of it. My partner lives in Berlin, I live in Landsberg am Lech, so I kinda have two homes in Germany, but I don't really feel at home anywhere (and everywhere). I experience some kind of "cultural schizophrenia", maybe due to my younger self who was raised more by international art rather than a person. I'm super-passionate about folklore and, in history, individual people's lives, revolution, and sexual freedom. LGBTQ friendly! I'm also polyamorous and always interested in talking about relationship structures.

I'm goth and neurodivergent. I dance regularily and wild in goth clubs. Love darkwave and nordic/pagan music!

small dreams: a small alternative club, a dojo, teleportation, people stop to be isolated fucks, virtual reality, tiktok and metaverse fucking die i guess, a euphoric publisher, mastery of lucid dreaming, uh, proof of god or something, a private kitchen, a happy global environment, somehow being able to simultaneously edit a novel and write a new one (managed it!! [nevermind!!]), connecting with all kinds of people, opening a literary café

My favorite films are La double Vie de Véronique and Princess Mononoke. :)

"The world she'd been raised to live in no longer existed." (The Leftovers)

I love the world, as fucked as it is. From awkward glances right up to white deer butts, it's awesome. I love art. No matter how much capitalism is claiming stories are products, they can still be living dreams. :)

I wish to defy the societal isolation, alienation, defy corporations trying to make us addicted to swiping, liking, buying, consuming art, "expressing", corporations keen on making of work to much, hate too much, worry too much. Fuck all that, let's do that love thing. :)

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

Meeting people! For me, it's more than enough to hang out, or go partying, or play chess, or talk, or climb a tree. Maybe with your friends too! We don't have to spend a lot of time together, I like to go out on my own, get a bit lost, but it would be nice. :) It all depends on the moments, I don't want us to force anything. I'm always open to new experiences!

I am very much social but also very introverted - meaning, I will talk and have a blast with you, but at night, some time or another, I will need a retreat. If you offer a shared room to sleep in, or, say, your kitchen, then I will probably spend less time with you and wander around about more on my own. I need social activities in doses. I am very uncomplicated, communicate openly and due to my habit of balancing visits with alone-time, I dare say that hosting me doesn't take a lot of energy. :)

Interests

• writing
• literature
• politics
• animation
• history
• films
• nature
• forests
• spirituality
• language
• cinematography
• humans

Music, Movies, and Books

Music
Max Richter, Lord Huron, Pomme, Wardruna, Aurora, Low Roar, Billy Joel, Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave, Faber, Stromae, Cosmo Sheldrake, Son Lux, ajj

Films | https://letterboxd.com/psijic/
Krzysztof Kieślowski, Park Chan-wook, Hayao Miyazaki, Lars von Trier, Gaspar Noé, Akira Kurosawa, Jim Jarmusch, Sion Sono, Satoshi Kon, Lee Chang-dong

Novels
Haruki Murakami, David Mitchell, Bernhard Hennen, Osamu Dazai, Stephen King, J.R.R. Tolkien

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

Meeting my former girlfriend from New Zealand in a theatre. :)

What I Can Share with Hosts

I can certainly show you films you never even heard of. We can talk about art, about politics, experiences, mental health, relationships, about life and morals, we can play videogames, chess, dance. We can cook our favorite meals or go for a walk in the forest. We can meditate, share music, have a game night with friends or strangers in the park. I'm very balanced between being extro and introverted and thus very flexible.

Countries I’ve Visited

Austria, Germany, Italy

Countries I’ve Lived In

Germany