Horn-Bad Meinberg, Noorthrine-Westphalia, Germany
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"...to do the best i can "
â¥ hi family â¥
my name is felix. people seem to like me, cause i love everyone...! please help us creating heaven on earth...!
... some time ago, i discovered a deep-rooted, subconscious fearâ¦ the fear not to be loved. i must have developed it at some point back in school. once i became aware, it was very easy to overcome, because i realized how so many out there even have so much more fear than me! i could see through the masks of the pictures in my head and cried, because it became so obvious how we are all the same. we just become so worried, ashamed and afraid that we try to appear strong, but
âThe ultimate truth is: We all just want to be lovedâ
so that needed to be cleared and as soon as i dropped my appear-strong-pattern, a feeling of love, understanding and compassion even for the worst people overwhealmed me, because ultimately they are the ones with the most fear, and their stories must be so tragic that i honestly just want to help them! love is the cure! please spread the love, it feels so good though there goes some pain with it that makes me cry! i think that pain only comes from not being used to honestly love. you can still decide if you want to be my friend, but i donât care who you are and what you think of me: i am your friend! i am there for you whenever i can! i love you all right now, i truly do!
let's make sure to leave the past behind and forgive everyone! we all always do the best we can if we know it or not! thats why we all deserve peace! all is one, LOVE!
an absolute idealist + lucid dreamer + simple things lover + natural mystic + aspiring adventurer + absolute music fanatic + insane artist + manic visionary + megalomaniacal fantast + excessive freedom lover + travel junkie + pseudo frutarian + rainbow warrior + indigo child + creator of morphic fields + astral ambassador + pensive sky watcher + caricature of a wannabe writer = a hopeless romantic fool ^^
i guess, i have a quite weird sense of humor, so when i seem a bit strange to you, please always keep in mind that iâm probably just desperately trying to be funny... ^^
i am a normal random character. however, i believe that every single one of us is just as multilayered, mysterious and wonderful as life itself. My personality is highly variable. though i have a tendency to be an extremely logical person, acting serious often doesnât feel right to me. whatsoever, for you i might possibly be just another lunatic longing for freedom, and rambling about nothing really. anyways, iâve always wondered a lot what this miracle called âlifeâ is really all about. at one point, i discovered my own consciousness as the key element in the game. ever since, dreams are the most fascinating to me. the ultimate world of infinite possibility may truly be within our reach. maybe i donât understand all of the things i see, and some i might not even like, but then i just try to let it flow. to me, life is very much about emotion and my goal is nothing less than ultimate joy for each and everyone! i guess thatâs all we want, right? so letâs just leave our egos behind and share something wonderful together ! ! !
in the end â itâs all there, just for youâ¦ thatâs all, i care about.
zodiac: leo; mayan: red serpent; chinese: dragon; celtic: lotetree; indian: salmon; aztec: jaguar
"Iâm having a dream! a dream about a worldwide lovevolutionâ¦ a fully amazing, incredibly sympathic, super creative, global social movement of all colours in harmony, making the earth nice and green again! a movement of dignity, compassion, courage, understanding, freedom, self-responsibility and justice, that is shining so bright from incredible love, truth and dedication that it can no longer be ignored by anyone! â¦ The birth of a new unified global spiritual culture of love and wisdom! â¦ a GREAT AWAKENING of humanity into paradise! â¦ So, basically â what is happening right now! ~~ "
"Nothing is as powerful as an idea, thats time has come"
"We are living in paradise. Crisis exists just within human minds..."
"i can not save the world all by myself - but guess what: together we can"
"Courage is looking fear right in the eye and say get the hell out of my way, i got stuff to do"
âThe ultimate truth is: We all just want to be lovedâ
Love Life & Live Love!
99,9% of the information we get â is wrong... ^^ Well, I guess nobody knows what he don't knows, but just maybe truth can only be found within oneself...Be wise, idle & brave: Choose love! There is nothing to fear, nothing to lose, nothing to be done and no where to go. You are already there. Just think positive! Altogether I'm pretty sure everything is already absolute and ideal. We don't always have to understand everything, but everything is connected, everything is alive, everything is ONE. Don't act out of fear but out of love and trust in the good. Not that I'm saying I would always be able to do that, but when I have a negative thought for example, I try to replace it with a positive one or just forget about it. We all do the best we can, wether we know it or not. We are waking up from a nightmare these days, realizing that it may be be a nice idea to live all together and care for each other in love and joy just like the cells of our bodys do... Our generation has the chance to establish world peace! Let's celebrate!! The law of Karma is so simple and true: If we make others sad, we will be sad, but if we make others happy, we will be happy. And that's what it's all about as we all know...
The trick is, there is no trick
He who has no question doesn't have no need for an answer
It's not about adopting some weird kind of believe system, but a state of consciousness
Dream your life to live your dream
Our only Goal is to find bliss
One becomes as what one observes
As you think so you become
Life itself always remaines to be a big mystery; Thats the fascinating thing about it ^^
HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING
What is your contribution to general welfare?
i love to share and expand my knowledge and experience in free workshops. my primary dream-team-archetype is the visionary. i see the qualities of the visionary mainly in coming up with new ideas as well as inspiring, unifying, holding together, and empowering the rest of the team. i can not save the world all by myself, but guess what: Together we can! i found my purpose in helping to plant the seeds for a new, unified global spiritual culture of love and wisdom. we are currently working on creating a free, sustainable garden eden for everyone on this planet. all we really need to do is reconnect to mother nature and change our behavior! In order to spread the new way of life we are working on an open source social network to connect awakening people, sacred places and communities worldwide...
All of this is happening right now! i do whatever i can, to support this necessary change in human consciousness and i am also trying to help making a calendar for that culture. And last not least: Smiling! ^^ i look very much forward to find more people who share these visions to collaborate with!
What is your vision?
I’m having a dream! a dream about a worldwide lovevolution… a fully amazing, incredibly sympathic, super creative, global social movement of all colours in harmony, making the earth nice and green again! a movement of dignity, compassion, courage, understanding, freedom, self-responsibility and justice, that is shining so bright from incredible love, truth and dedication that it can no longer be ignored by anyone! … The birth of a new unified global spiritual culture of love and wisdom! … a GREAT AWAKENING of humanity into paradise! … So, basically – what is happening right now! ^^
dream team – / community balancing
lucid dreaming / astral travel
yoga / meditation
i also love sharing books, clothes, crystals, seeds, herbs, massages and what not, as well as knowledge about wild plants, permaculture, games, and so on...
natural clean water, healthy food, comfortable shelter
i believe the less we depend on the banksters money the better for us. i also still have to use it, mainly on things like fuel, and this and that here and there just like anyone. thats because i allow myself to have a decent life style and this society still makes that very difficult for people not willing to participate in the deception. but i try to work as far as possible "outside the babylon system" and always look for conscious people willing to participate in the P2P open source network...
here is a list of things i would love to get if possible without money involved:
-instuments -recording equipment -empty dream diarys -a small harmonium i can take traveling -aerobie frisbees (i have a few of them now but cant seem to get enough) -another book about astral travel -seeds -herbs -crystals -outdoor/hippie clothing (i'm 1,85)
i live in the present, spontaneously following my intuition, always looking for fun, and nice people to spent time with...
Want to know more?
if i can do anything for you, you want to support me in what i do or something, feel friendly encouraged to contact me any time!
blizzful vibez, y'all!
I owe so much to CS! Wonderful! =)
consciousness, energy, art in every form, relationships, sexuality, singing, making music, dancing, nature lucid dreaming, astral travel, wondering about the dream-like nature of reality, health, meditation, yoga, philosophy, outdoor, permaculture, literature, i love playing ultimate frisbee/indiaka/jugger/and suchâ¦ shamanism, math, sacred geometry, martial arts, culture, spirituality, loving, learning, sharing, traveling, dreamingâ¦ ^^
Visionary spiritual stuff... Check it out!
Dopewalker - Fluss Des Lebens (Teil II) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpDs2PfakxI Bhajan Jai Shiva Shankara http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gw8iSESXI1I Gayatri Mantra http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ty2XLidTzfc&feature=related Ooze - Random Wondrous Things http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXxTRaNmtSc Ooze - Random Wondrous Things (Blue States RMX) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfedOKUN_c8 Martin - Sun Pan http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPSipyv_K2o&feature=relmfu Dopewalker - Hier & Jetzt Intro http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2PG70WcK7Q Sneaker Pimps - Low Place Like Home http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ce8akxxAEJM Akasha Project - Venus Fly: http://youtube.com/watch?v=UWWbN1sM5q8 Youth vs. Abakus - Spiritual Being: http://youtube.com/watch?v=s10Q_XJZ10Q Ooze - What's up http://youtube.com/watch?v=pdtKJuAe3Uw&feature=related Nightmares On Wax - You Wish http://youtube.com/watch?v=W8MLqYNGKdI Chilly Gonzales http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-UFfmkkin4 Ratatat: http://youtube.com/watch?v=fEZECN_gvTc http://youtube.com/watch?v=GL1-33ZDgPY Käpnt Peng - Wer bist ich http://youtube.com/watch?v=MpOVJWi6ul8 Kollektiv Turmstrasse - Tristesse/Fantasia http://youtube.com/watch?v=11Bl-i_eJ5s Minilogue - Let Live Dance Thru You http://youtube.com/watch?v=nn65TGdIxfo Aphex Twin - Windowlicker http://youtube.com/watch?v=uP_3goBZj1Y
Waking Life(!!!): http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7583894250854515095 http://geldfreitv.blogspot.com/2009/05/waking-life-deutsch.html Rainbow Documentary: http://vimeo.com/5562245 http://youtube.com/watch?v=I3Flm-vQr2s http://youtube.com/watch?v=wt6KjS1xBnw&feature=endscreen The Global Brain: http://youtube.com/watch?v=_73aFQGLcgQ Thrive: http://youtube.com/watch?v=Dh1q2ZiiVMw Globale Verfassung: http://youtube.com/watch?v=sxQFHJvW-mw&feature=relmfu Geld und Macht: http://vimeo.com/23138845 http://youtube.com/watch?v=4dbui2BChsk&feature=related http://youtube.com/watch?v=A7i6gwDSTyo&feature=related Vice TV: http://vice.com/de/video Wayseer Manifesto: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPR3GlpQQJA
POLITIK (mainly German):
http://neudeutschland.org/index.php/startseite.html http://www.grüner-hoher-rat.de/ http://politicalbeauty.de http://omnibus.org/ http://machmit.webnode.com/ http://mundraub.org/ http://oya-online.de/home/index.html
http://thealternativenow.wordpress.com/map http://rainbowforum.net/ http://worldrainbowcaravan.wordpress.com/about/ http://iri.webnode.com/ http://rawrainbow.webnode.com/ http://theparadisebuilders.org/home.html http://sulha.com/ http://tamera.org/manifesto http://gen.ecovillage.org/ http://wiser.org/ http://globalrainbowgatherings.org/index.html
Once I had to laugh so much that I could't breath no more. I started making weird noises and had to laugh even harder until I thought I'd have to die. Sheer panic cured me... To me that was one of my "big moments"
lucid dreaming, astral travel, mystizism, shamanism, meditation, yoga, music production, sacred geometry, wild plants, survival, martial arts, ...
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If I can do anything for you, please just let me know. Feel friendly encouraged to contact me any time.
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