Current Mission

Look for my tribe around the world
Volunteer for any fair cause
Find my next job/passion

This text I wrote 7 years ago, note that I am more sarcastic and less surprised about life at this point 🙃

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I recently discovered that I can't live without traveling.. each time I feel the wheels rolling underneath me on the road I fall in love with life again...
l was unbelievably lucky during my traveling to meet the most amazing people ever... people who knew their existence is too valuable to spend it paying bills and watching tv !
I've lived alone.. shared my room with people I don't know... got lost in a mountain in the middle of the night.. missed buses.. burst in laughter.. burst in tears .. said hello... said goodbyes... learnd new languages.. cooked weird meals... kissed trees ... swam in freeezing beaches... played drums in a football field... picked fruits from trees... watered vegetables.. painted restaurant walls ... made wrong judgements and changed my mind...met with childhood friends while in a utterly strange city.. slept and missed my stop.. slept in buses watching sunsets... got high by the smell of cooking sneaking out of windows in the narrow streets... seeing sea from up a hill in between colourful buildings...wept watching a train leaving... stayed in silence with people who "don't take depression seriously"...slept on small beaches after playing with long sticks...crawled under closed doors to dive in surprising amounts of cheese... Had insomnia with endless talks in front of a chimenea... had a few hours friendships after which i would never be the same person again... felt my heart breathing the sun...harrassed as a solo traveler by so many psychos and decided to keep the adventure going anyways... got scammed... saw faith in humanity when I was about to lose my mind...danced and sang and jumped untill I could no more...
I still have to see alot more..
this world seems to be more and more complicated to exist in, and even though my thirld world's humble passport makes it difficult for me to cross frontiers, I still have the faith that someday it will be easier.. and I will walk freely under the sky, "on the road", when another world seems to open his arms for my childish imagination..

Day by day it's getting better.
the doors will be only "the doors of perception", the way will be the poem and the steps will sing with the rain untill the breath stops exactly when the feet can no longer hold the forever traveler..

Something to know if I'm your host/surfer :

I am a dreamer, a simple human, I hate small talk, I hate order and social codes, I love laughing outloud, I love freedom and I hate limits, I don't want to flirt, we can dance or talk about suicide, history or trees from the first seconds, I have strong mood swings so if I burst in tears or laughter without a reason don't panic, I love people, I hate hate , I love good movies, I respect if you want to stay alone, I swear alot, I hate the " normal" anything, I can't pretend to like you if I don't, sometimes I snore, I have a cat, if you cook well or recite poetry you have my heart, Welcome to my life for a few seconds or for a lifetime, only love really matters !

Instagram @meryem.nmzm

我为什么加入 Couchsurfing

Because I beleive in the value of exchange between human beings rather than use this develish invention called money.

Because I want to help and be helped.

Because I don't belong anywhere
Through you I could belong there for a while... and then keep walking.

Because the Earth is home.

Because you're a great being!
Because I'm not filthy rich but I'm blessed with the sickness of travelling ..
Because deep inside I lost faith in humanity but deeper inside I know there are desperate crazy Lovers of life, and they freaking fill me with hope everytime !

Because I had an amazing experience of CS..

Because peace N LOVE !

兴趣

• capoeira
• yoga
• music
• anthropology
• mathematics
• physics
• travel
• cinema
• dance
• language
• learning
• love

音乐、电影和书籍

Henry Miller
Aldous Huxley
Mahmoud Darwish
George Orwell
Bertrand Russell
Fatou Diome
The One-Straw Revolution by Masanobu Fukuoka

movies:
La grande bellezza
The life of David Gale
Time of the Gypsies
Vengo
Good Will hunting
50 first dates
Call me by your name
Listen (اسمعي)
ملح هذا البحر
12 angry men
In July
Goodbye Lenin
Head-On
Tschick
Uzak
In the Fade
Cinema Paradiso
Old Boy
The life of others
Life in a day
Enter the void
Todo sobre mi madre
3-iron
Irrational man
Alabama monroe
The beach
The Danish girl
Citizen four
Relatos salvajes
Kaphernahum
Captain fantastic
The way
American honey
Le jeu
Bohemian Rhapsody
what a strange way of life (2015)
Schooling the world
The green book
A star is born
Cafe de Flore
Samsara
La danza de la realidad
Modern times
Parasite
Burning
St Vincent
Frida
Robot & Frank
The fundamentals of caring
La belle verte
Incendies
One flew over the cuckoo's nest
Drunk
Malcolm and marie
Bliss
Don't look up
The joker
Detachment
The worst person in the world
Ave
Imagine
From Rome with love
Le chevalier noir (Iran)
Entre 2 rives (kim ki-duk) (!!! Be ready!!!)
Hasta la vista

Series;
Friends
The big bang theory
La casa de papel
Breaking bad
Better call Saul

我做过的一件不可思议的事情

Falling in love
Roadtripping with my mom using Cs
Surviving 2012
Kicking out our president
Dancing whenever sad or joyful
Finding home after being lost in a dark forest
Having a guardian angel
Hitchhiking
Feeling a tree breathing
Making spinach taste good.. really good..
Starting again..
Hunger strike while fetus
Sleeping under the stars
Glimpses of epiphany of existence
Discovering 1984
Discovering Miller
Deciding to move out from Paris
Trying
Trying again
Touching blue..
Watching sunsets from mountain tops..
What's not amazing?

教，学，和分享

languages, food, well .. anything actually ^^

我游览过的国家

Brazil, Bulgaria, Egypt, France, Greece, Iran, Italy, Malaysia, Martinique, Netherlands, Pakistan, Portugal, Saudi Arabia, Serbia, Spain, Thailand, Turkey

我居住过的国家

France, Tunisia, Turkey