I should probably not be so long winded and be more concise with it but fuck it. I'm a wreck and fresh out of a really fucked up LTR. I'm pretty wrapped up in existential process, torrid emotional turbulence, childlike wonder and diving into absolute hysterical madness.

I spend a lot of time thinking about how wonderful the dismantling of the collective human conscious would be and altering existence to something almost unrecognizable where good and evil or hot and cold or any of our fucking polarized black and white bullshit opposites don't exist anymore. Where something could just be good and not need the comparison of awful to make it so sweet, or neither at all. I (70% of the time) fucking squirm with discomfort for our reality, so I use alcohol and escapism regularly, if I'm being honest. I'm a Chaos Magickian and published performance poet, what do you expect?

I'm loud, fiery, passionate, and heated. I am super super affectionate, verbally and physically. I tend to vibrate between hyper positive and ultra negative. I have an intense hatred for the education system (though I love learning), people blindly following the system, putting their heads down and not looking around just following what is expected of them.

I despise with a burning the human concept of beauty. In all of it's subjectivity that we assume is objectivity and turn into shallow vanity and hierarchies. The prerequisite shape of a person in all parts of their body seems so silly a thing to require or differentiate between. I am not here for what you look like, you better not be here for what I look like, and I don't want to be even friends with someone who preens and concerns themselves heavily with both their own and other's appearances constantly. As an example shallow preference for body type (exclusivity = shaming) or skin color (also racism) counts yall. Paying a little attention to the vibe you give off with your appearance makes sense but otherwise I don't get it.
We have very large brains, we should be far past the pointlessness of needing those around us to be "pretty to look at" to enjoy their presence. Evolve, humans.

I laugh, a lot. Humor is really important to me. Gotta be able to joke and be goofy and make bad jokes because that is my default state. I know I seem very serious and long winded but secretly I'm just a snekbean bout to cream ya dream memes and melt ya steal beams.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

I want to meet people and make friends!