CURRENT MISSION

going to berlin for 3 months, then getting back and happy to host you.

ABOUT ME

:: LEAVING TO NORTH THEN BERLIN IN THE BEGGINING OF SEPTEMBER, STAYING THERE FOR 3 MONTHS. CAN'T HELP IN THAT TIME. :: UPD. [2009.08.26] a year later what have changed is the place and people i live with. dogs still stay with me. new place is as big as the old one, but there no electricity or heating at the moment, but there are some holes in the roof instead. so, i am planning to stay some time abroad and then to come back and fix it to make more user-friendly. write me then. i will be happy to help you out. UPD. [2008.07.07] [damn] just wrote the whole thing and it all disappeared after pressing "submit" - here we go again. .[us] now we have one cat and two dogs. 9 months and 3 moths old. and the little one is still shitting indoors. ..[me] somehow i got myself in a quite a big debt, mostly to my friends, which is not good, so now i'm trying to work it all out and get the money and then get more of them and get a van and fill it up with the friends and take them on a trip around places. but it gonna take some time, to find these ways and to go them through. the sad thing is the realization of dependence on money, whatever you are - well-off office cock or a street bum. but i'm trying to learn to go on with that due to understanding that it is all in my head, and therefore there is no reason to submit myself to the obeying line and there are more than one reason to get out of step. it is clearly up to me - to accept it as unavoidable with my head down or to steal back as much of my life as possible with the smile on my face. ..[because] of that thing (the debt) and another thing (the doubt) i am taking on the pause a lot of stuff in my life (show booking/taking part in the diy club life/other activities). just having my time to take a critical look around. on what we've become. on what things meant to be. on what they are. and you can find out and see a lot of new things, i can assure you. most of them have some part of frustration and disappointment attached to them. and it is not easy to face them. but again, this is just like with the money thing - you long to it and rote with it or you make a new relationship(s) with it. as for the "real" change - the plan is to move out infoshop (still situated in our place at the moment) to some small, more public place in the center of the city and find some place to squat for myself. ...[neighbours] they didn't change much. more like our relationships change in a way. but that how it goes, i guess. ....[flat] it is still old. still big. still friendly for newcomers. .....[sorry] for unanswered messages. i am bad. yes. in case you're coming, write me a message asap, and also a mail to the xdirtx(A)hardcore.lt, as i may check it more frequently. i hope i may help you! d. +[add on]+ i live with few friends in old fashioned flat of three rooms, 7 min. from the center of Vilnius. the flat is pretty old and you have some little pieces of ceiling sometimes falling down on you, but you won't get killed by it, don't worry. then we got beds, a lot of them, and floor, enough of it. we host punk/hc/whatever nice bands playing in Vilnius from time to time and other groups of active people or just some individuals. we have shower, but you must wait for 5 hour to have boiler make a water hot enough to burn off your skin. then we got cat. a nice cat. also two dogs. also nice. but if you have allergy, then it might be a problem, but we can figure it out somehow and put cat in one room and you to another one. also we got little infoshop in our flat with some interesting books/zines/movies on different interesting things that are important to us.

Interests

• cats
• dogs
• books
• diy
• clubbing
• movies
• traveling

One Amazing Thing I’ve Done

at 2006 springtime i've been at this finnish island.. just near by Helsinki.. can't recall the name rigth now.. oh, it's suomenlinna! if you're in Helsinki, pick up the coldest day (to get rid of tourists), take a ferry and go there. it blowed me away. again i felt like i understand and may talk everything. it was wonderful. at least for me. maybe, just i don't have that much experience as most of you do in travelling, maybe that's why it blowed me away, but it really did. generally, i'd like to go places, more to hast nowhere than to make a lots of photos. but at the moment i'm stuck in there by my own will, and i may regret not going somewhere sometime, but still i believe i don't feel that much about to go, and i believe i will feel the right moment, i hope so at last, so i don't bother with going somewhere just because 'now we are in eu and have more possibilities that the rest'