CURRENT MISSION

Leave at least the part of the earth that i occupy now better than what i received when i was born

ABOUT ME

I am man. I am philanthropist. I am eccentric.

These words describe me but they do not define me. I am more than all of that. I am me.

There is no end to the words I could use to help you understand me, yet at the end of it you would still not know me completely. No one knows me completely, not even me.

If you know someone completely they are too shallow to be worth knowing.

I am paradox. I am enigma.

I am depressed. I am happy. I am crying. I am dying. I am alive.

I am changing, emerging, evolving. I am becoming Myself.

Never will my words do me justice.

I am real. I am imagined. You are real. I have imagined you.

Everything real is something I have imagined.

Nothing is real.

I am a Virgo sun, Libra rising, Sagitarius moon.

I am also an Earth Horse.

I have always lived in India.

I am creative because it suits me, not the other way around.

The same goes for any other label I happen to fit.

I have never been religious. I was raised as a rebel, and have since begun building my beliefs from the ground up.

Currently I identify as spiritualist, nonconformist, and/or inquisitive agnostic, depending on what mood I'm in, who I'm talking to, and what those words mean to that person.

My beliefs are mine and mine only.

Sometimes I will take others' beliefs for my own. But never the whole set; only individual ones.

Prayer and ritual are tools to achieve change. I prefer the direct approach.

I have colored hair and pierced my ear. I want more.

I do not feel pain as much as most people.

My body is not fully awake.

Nor is my mind.

I don't think in English.

I don't think in any other language either.

I do think. A lot.

Trying to put words to most of my thoughts is like trying to describe how a color smells.

I have discovered that my primary languages are emotion and music.

I follow my intuition but I am capable of using logic.

I am a logical artist.

I don't know that I use both sides of my brain equally but I can if I want to.

I love roses, oceans and infants.

My mother is the moon.

I do not speak any other foreign languages either because I was raised in India where we're too arrogant or too poor a society to bother with such things.

I do not like people as a whole.

I do like people as individuals.

I find it difficult to make friends, and more difficult to stay in contact with them, but I care deeply about the friends I do have.

I would rather have a small group of friends I can trust than a large group that I can't.

I was a language and logic scholar in school.

I have never been to college and don?t have any desire to think about it ever since.

I enjoyed math in Jr High and high school. I had good teachers.

I want to go into psychology but I'm not ready to go back to school yet.

I have a strong instinct to heal the mind and spirit. I leave healing of the body to others.

I enjoy helping others.

I read people well.

I have had a lot more life experiences than most people my age.

People twice my age ask me for advice.

I have two ears and one mouth and strive to use them in that equal ratio.

That means I'm a good listener. And stopless talker.

Listening is not the same thing as hearing.

I usually hear what people are thinking, not what they are saying.

I read between the lines.

I feel auras but I cannot see them.

I have eclectic tastes in music.

I have eclectic tastes in everything else, for that matter.

I feel that I have an excellent sense of aesthetics.

I like bronze.

I do not like gold, except for white gold.

I like ice cream.

I did do well through most of my school career, yet I am very intelligent.

I tend to gravitate towards other intelligent people who did not do well in school.

I am far harder on myself than I should be.

I am better at many more things than I give myself credit for because I have extremely high standards.

I am not a perfectionist, just very close.

I'm not very good at following my own advice.

I like things that make me think.

I have learned that I need to take care of myself first or I will not be able to take care of others. This sometimes comes across as selfish but usually only when I am in pain.

I am too good at hiding pain, especially from myself.

I believe in change.

I am changing.

I will not lie to save anyone's ass, including my own.

I don't care what people think of me. If you have a problem with me, it is your problem and not mine.

I have enough stress in my life without worrying about other people's problems.

I do what occurs to me. I don't care whether it's the same or different from what is considered "normal."

I am an individual, just like everyone else.

I am unique.

so are you. ;)

welcome to this space. leave a part of yourself in words.
that's all you can do for now.

PHILOSOPHY

good things happen when the chemistry is right.

Why I’m on Couchsurfing

HOW I PARTICIPATE IN COUCHSURFING

i keep moving from home to home. so can't really claim i can host. but i love to connect people. something that malcolm gladwell explained in detail.

Interests

anything that is pro-human. i am anti-everything-else otherwise.

• coloring
• education
• music
• chemistry
• teaching
• languages
• logic
• mathematics
• psychology

Music, Movies, and Books

many. counting is on.

Teach, Learn, Share

anytime. i know only two things that took me where i am today. since i escaped education system way before it could corrupt my curios mind.

1. teach me, and i will learn.

2. allow me, and i will teach you what i know.

14 years in advertising/communication and 8 years in retailing medicines has just made this trait bit stronger only.